Ananke
ananke. "god of neccesity, inevitability, compulsion"
I HAVENT WRITTEN IT YET BUT IM SURE ILL THINK OF SOMETHING by The narcisist cookbook. tells a much more detailed story. inviting us both to empathise with those coerced to do things that are not natural. and to get angry at the universe and stuff that happens.
I consider myself a reasonably holistic person. I do often use the universe as a reference to fate and inevitability, compulsion. In the narcisists cookbook's song he says "wrapping around the egg of fate until it cracks and the universe spills out". because well-shit happens, as my science teacher would put it there are many "confounding factors" in the game of life.
which leads awkwardly into my own disociation. I am not this body, nor the mind. i am a train of thoughts that distinctly coerce my body and brain to do things. Some call me the "mind" of a person. But the brain is in a persons head, not on the other side of the room curled up in a ball.