Being sick.
post-creationism is what im labeling the temporary mindset of a creative archetype where they feel they have exhausted the modes of creativity, whether they explore modes in medium or in stories.
it could also simply be that being sick has stagnated my creative output and now i need 'motiviation' to start the churn of the mind again. in which case motiviation needs to be recognised as a product of discipline, and a fine line needs to be drawn for what mount of self care for the mind is worth the deprication to the body of doing things while sick.