Lonelines
I would like to go on a photography walk today. However I probably won't and haven't yet.
This is partially because its overcast and partially because I would still be alone.
I can allow myself to be lost and distracted into the message and vibes of a song of youtube video for hours on end but being alone outside in silence with no excuse to distract myself with makes me feel lonely.
More accurately I am lonely and only accept that when I don't have a distraction.
So there seems to be a simple solution? Find a friend and hang out. But they won't want to because they spend all there... time... inside... on tiktok and listening to music - distractions.
Don't you just love when you try to rebut yourself and accidentally prove the original point.
Do you wanna hang out today?
Tada, I feel much better already.
Something something try things, do it even if you feel like you shouldn't, extrapolate this to your own context.