Performing
i have just finished watching "Now you see me" 1 and 2.
to take something away from these 3-4 hours of my day i am now missing. i would like to look literally for a minute
performing. how.. like i mean why? and how.. i dont have an audience to perform to so why would i perform? it seems like a very easy way to end up with a usable reflection at the end of it when you put a hyperbole on everything and then simply scale it down to reality before the reflection. but... even if i have an audience why would i perform for them when i know i will get caught in my self reflection later about how egotistical i look.
i know i dont need to perform. but sometimes life just isnt exiting enough to learn from and you get caught in an endless loop of nothing happening and not doing anything beause nothing will happen. performance is, one of many things that lets you see a life less boring than your own. to experience something fantastical, without the risk of actually doing it.